I was away on a short hiatus to be with my one and only. Every time we see each other, I always feel like someone just poured life into me.. into my heart. I feel honestly complete, whole. It was one of the longest times we’d spent together and didn’t seem like it would end.
But this is not a fairy-tale… so it did. And now, that life that was once poured into me is drained dry. Leaving his embrace was like having a part of my heart ripped out and then boarding that plane, adding more and more distance between us… just left me feeling empty.
I bet some might say.. how can you stay in a relationship like that?
I just feel that in the future, if we do make it and i do have hope that we will… it will be worth it. Just like when you put all your effort into something you truly enjoy doing or something you’ve worked really hard for and you get praised or awarded in some way.
Because we are in this together and if we wanted to, we both could’ve or would’ve left along time ago. And to this day, he reassures me that we will one day have permanence, that he will do whatever it takes and follow me wherever I go.
And I would do the same for him.